My Dear friend Ben and I didn't get along at first. We had our differenecs and I even took a swing at him once lol. Well we started talking after my friend Mark's 18th birthday. That night I talked to him he was high so he didn't remember a lot until we talked the next day. After like the second day I started talking to him he gave me his number and said. "Call me tonight." I did and we talked for almost 5 hours straight. Ever since that day we've talked everyday at school, on the phone, and online. After 3 months he had quit smoking cigerattes and weed. When I asked him why he said, "It was because of you." That same month he told me he loved me. I was like "Yeah, sure you do." But after a while I figured out he was serious. He's very protective and whenever another girl hits on him he just avoids them. And whenevr he see or hears someone say something rotten to me, hes right on them so fast it would make your head spin. He tells me he loves me all the time and that even if I don't go out with him, he'll always be there for me. I've never felt love towards anyone, accept my family. This is really hard to even disifer. What should I do?