My cousin's Fiance Alyshia and him have been trying to have another baby for a while now. Well she became pregnant a few weeks ago and we actually thought that this one would make it. Apparently we were wrong. She had another miscarriage. This one was her fourth this one made it to be 10 weeks old. Why is it that these two who are wonderful people and who have turned their lives around must suffer like this? This is the kind of time when I ask myself. "Is there really a god and if there is why does he do this to such nice people who love their family." Answer me that. Alyshia is my best friend, shes like a sister to me. When she cries I cry, when she laughs I laugh. Shes a good person. Sure shes made some mistakes in her lifetime but she doesn't need this torment. So why does she have to suffer like this? Not to mention I think now my dad's side of the family hates me. Things just keep getting fucking better each day. I don't mean to be negative but I really want Alyshia to be happy